Sunday, September 5, 2010

Anyway will do.

people are unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered.
love them anyway.
if you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish ulterior motives.
be kind anyway.
if you are successful, you will win some false friends and true enemies.
succeed anyway.
the good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
be good anyway. 
honesty and frankness will make you vulnerable.
be honest and frank anyway.
what you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.
build anyway.
people need help but may attack you if you try to help them.
help them anyway.
in the final analysis, it is between you and god.
it was never between you and them anyway.

Kenapa mati hari Jumaat?

Salah sebuah katil di dalam bilik ICU sebuah hospital ternama kerap
mengalami kejadian pelik..
Setiap pesakit yang ditempatkan disitu pasti akan meninggal pada
setiap hari Jumaat pagi tanpa mengira umur, jantina atau tahap kesihatan
mereka.
Perkara ini sangat membingungkan para doktor... Lalu para doktor
memutuskan untuk memantau katil tersebut...mungkin makhluk halus ada
menetap disitu.
Apabila tiba hari Jumaat yang berikutnya... beberapa org doktor
bersiap sedia untuk mengenalpasti penyebab kepada kematian di katil tersebut
yang mana pada ketika seorang pesakit lelaki muda sedang tidur...
Beberapa doktor memegang Yassin dan Quran sebagai persiapan menghalau makhluk halus..
Masa berputar... pukul 08:00am.. 08:30am sehingga jam 9.00 am...
tiba-tiba......
Pintu bilik ICU itu terbuka....
Kemudian masuklah Makcik Timah Seorang pekerja sambilan sebagai
pencuci yang hanya bertugas setiap hari Jumaat..
Makcik Timah masuk... mendekati katil keramat tersebut... dan terus
mencabut....
soket elektrik untuk alat pernafasan bantuan agar dapat menghidupkan..
vacuum cleanernya....

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

the opposites inside me.

I fall and I pick myself up. I lose hope yet I dream. I am lost and I find myself again. I eat less, yet I get fatter. I cry and I laugh through my tears. I despair yet I believe. I love and I hate. I want to get close yet I run away. All in all, I live in curious paradox.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

baba oh baba

1 bulan lalu masa flight ticket tgh murah;

BABA: qis, summer ni tak payah balik lah, duduk je lah sana, berdikari sikit hidup sorang-sorang..cari part time job ke kan..baru je sekejap duduk sana, dah nak balik..

3 jam yg lalu bila ticket dah start mahal;

BABA: qis, summer ni balik la ye..cuti lama kan tu..nanti blqs takut duduk sana sorang-sorang..

SIGH (>_<)

Sunday, May 23, 2010

I didn't ask for it to be over, but then again, I never asked for it to begin.

Ya Allah, aku memohon perlindungan-Mu daripada
hati yang tidak khusyuk,
doa yang tidak didengari,
jiwa yang tidak pernah berasa puas
dan daripada ilmu yang tidak bermanafaat.
Dan aku berlindung kepada-Mu daripada kempat-empat hal tersebut.
(HR al-Tirmizi).

Thursday, May 20, 2010

sushi story

i had enough sushi!
today ada majlis jamuan makan2 with the japanese teachers
and they served us sushis
and to please them, i just ate all the sushi they gave me
and on the way back to the parking lot,
i threw up like a baby :(
malu sgt!
malu malu malu :(

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

english in japan

today an english teacher (JAD's new teacher-to-be) called me and other malaysian students for an interview held by herself, merely just trying to know us more before starting to teach our kouhais back at malaysia.

this is the first time i meet a malay, after 2months living here in japan. She's about mama's age, and somehow look a bit like mama, and later on the interview turned into chit chats, along with aiman, kak z and kak aney we talked and laughed like maniacs, happy to see and to share our feelings and stories with her.

well her name is Puan Hamidah, graduated in england which is going to be working along with Shirin Sensei teaching English for YPM.

the interview were in english, so this is the first time im using english to communicate and i was so nervous at the same time excited, and sorta embarrased by stupid words that came out of nowhere (i mean bhsa rojak campur melayu-english-jepun) and thank god pn hamidah faham je, and she said i wasnt so bad. yeay panda ! :)

the chats were great, and kak aney with her cute way of talking spiced up the atmosphere and in a nutshell, i had a great time.

then later i had dinner at indradip which is an indian restaurant selling halal tandoori chicken and roti nan. superb !

and the chicken curry and kuah dal, and the salad dressing :):):)
i just cant help not to eat there at least once or twice a week.
oh now i know why im always broke !
lpas ni kene jimat2 :(


Monday, May 17, 2010

8 worth reading.

As i flipped through the pages i found a note, scribbled by carbon, almost torned along with time.
It says;

Fatiha: from anger of Allah
Yaseen: from the thirst of the day of judgement
Waqiah: from poverty, starvation
Mulk: from punishment of grave
Kauthar: from the enmity of enemy
Kafiroon: from kuffar at the time of death
Falaq: from calamities
Naas: from evil thoughts

These are ones of the shortest surah,
so nabaw, remember to amalkan!
Amin.
InsyaAllah.
Sayang mak:)

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Today is Teacher's Day.

I remembered dancing and singing on stage when I was 10 as a celebration held by the school to celebrate that unexpectedly truly memorable day for the teachers, obviously, and me- :)

It was my first time singing as a solo-which i wouldnt dare to repeat the 'stunt' again after that until now, and in the middle of the song, which is the chorus, i was so nervous and i forgot the lyrics :(

And i stopped singing, and everyone was staring, and i smiled, (a reluctant smile) and i whispered to the nearest friends who turned up to be my backup singers and they were confused they couldnt make up what i was saying and i was so hopeless and closed my eyes and sang the song all over again, WITHOUT the chorus.

It was the most embarassing moment at that time, and if i could turn back the time, i promise i will be 100% extremely focus in the rehearsel back then. Well, it's just a wish. Im just glad it was over (eventho the rest of 5 minutes on the stage seemed to feel like forever!)

Anyways, happy teacher's day to all. Especially to LIFE, as for it is the most loyal teacher. 

Haha!

Pada masa dahulu, ada sebuah kampung dimana semua rakyatnya amat RAJIN belaka tidak ada yang malas.
Jadi pada suatu hari, rajanya membuat pengumuman hendak mencari seorang yang malas.
Semasa perhimpunan itu, adalah seorang lelaki mengaku

Katanya : 'saya adalah yang paling malas'

Raja pun bertanya : 'apa tahap malas awak?'

Lalu jawab lelaki tersebut :'kalau saya hendak makan,ada orang yang menyuapkan saya'.

Tiba-tiba datang seorang lelaki lagi : 'Saya lebih malas lagi dari dia tuanku'.

Tuanku pun bertanya kepadanya : 'sampai mana pulak tahap malas awak?'

maka jawabnya : 'Kalau saya makanpun, sampai ada orang tolong kunyahkan'.

Maka raja pun terdiam.....
Tanpa disangka2 datang seorang budak lelaki datang kepadanya sambil berkata:

'saya adalah yang paling malas tuanku'.

Raja pun bertanya: 'bagaimana pula tahap kemalasan awak?'

budak itu pun menjawab : 'Nak cite pun malas'....

Saturday, May 15, 2010

4 golongan lelaki yg ditarik oleh wanita ke neraka




1) Ayahnya
Apabila seseorang yang bergelar ayah tidak mempedulikan anak-anak perempuannya di dunia. Dia tidak memberikan segala keperluan agama seperti mengajar solat, mengaji dan sebagainya. Dia membiarkan anak-anak perempuannya tidak menutup aurat……tidak cukup kalau dengan hanya member kemewahan dunia sahaja maka dia akan ditarik oleh anaknya.

2) Suaminya
Apabila seorang suami tidak memperdulikan tindak-tanduk isterinya. Bergaul bebas di pejabat, memperhiaskan diri bukan untuk suami tapi untuk pandangan kaum lelaki yang bukan mahram, apabila suami mendiam diri…..walaupun dia seorang alim (solat tidak tangguh, puasa tidak tinggal) maka dia akan ditarik oleh isterinya.

3) Abang-abangnya
Apabila ayahnya sudah tiada, tanggungjawab menjaga maruah wanita jatuh pula ke abang-abangnya… ..jikalau mereka hanya mementing keluarganya sahaja dan adik perempuannya dibiar melencong dari ajaran ISLAM….tunggulah tarikan adiknya di akhirat.

4) Anak lelakinya
Apabila seorang anak tidak menasihati seorang ibu perihal kelakuan yang haram dari Islam, maka anak itu akan disoal dan dipertanggungjawabk an di akhirat kelak....nantikan tarikan ibunya.

Maka kita lihat betapa hebatnya tarikan wanita bukan sahaja di dunia malah di akhirat pun tarikannya begitu hebat…maka kaum lelaki yang bergelar ayah / suami / abang / anak harus memainkan peranan mereka yang sebenar. Firman Allah subhanahuwata’ ala yang bermaksud;

“Hai anak Adam, peliharalah diri kamu serta ahlimu dari api neraka, dimana bahan pembakarannya ialah manusia dan batu-batu…….”

Hai wanita, kasihankan ayah anda, suami anda, abang-abang anda, serta anak-anak lelaki anda….kasihankanlah mereka dan diri kamu sendiri…jalankan perintah Allah S.W.T dengan bersungguh-sungguh dan dengan ikhlas…

Akhir kata, marilah kita berdoa agar kita semua terselamat dari ditarik oleh mana-mana pihak atau tertarik mana-mana pihak. Harga seseorang muslim adalah sangat berharga. Allah S.W.T nilaikan seseorang muslim dengan Syurga… semua kaum muslim masuk syurga….janganlah kita membuang atau tidak mengendah janji ALLAH S.W.T.

SEMOGA KITA SEMUA TERGOLONG DARI AHLI SYURGA YANG MEMASUKINYA TANPA HISAB
AMIN………YA RABBALA’LAMIN

Friday, May 14, 2010

Adamaya

Apa yg bestnye cte Adamaya ni?????
Clueless!

I lost my file.

I knew i held it all the time.
I never put my file out of my sight.
And it is impossible anyone want to steal my file.
It doesnt worth the time. At all.
My file is my life, my only connection to my classes.
They are the only pulse i have to keep breathing in the examination hall.
My file is the only torchlight i have to help me see through the beauty of knowledge.
I miss my file.
Next week, were gonna have another test.
And i have not found my file yet.
I lost my file :(

Why we left and why we will continue to leave

I read an interesting article today about a few prominent figures addressing their concern over the increasing UKM and UM medical graduates who have left the country to continue their medical practice overseas.

After reading the news for 3 times, I called a very close friend, an MD (UKM) graduate to ask his opinion on how the news might have affected him. He has been working in Singapore for more than a decade as a Consultant Surgeon with a certain sub-specialty

"Why be a slave in your own country, when you are a king in another?" He replied.

Indeed, if anybody would want to find a reason why all of us left, either after housemanship, after being a specialist, or even after sub specializing, and now, even prior to doing housemanship, they need not look at our payslip, or the wealth that we have gained overseas, but only to the Medical System that has been rotting in the ignorance and politic-based stupidity that Malaysia has been well-known for (in the medical field).

I have served the system for nearly 2 decades of my career, waiting for it to improve for so long, and only finding myself in despair, quitting with a 24-hour notice and serving abroad. The system is, in my opinion, keeping doctors, since the beginning of their career as House Officers to the end of it, in the lowermost priority. When I was working there, doctors are so ill-treated, while the nurses and the medical assistants are overpowering us.

I still remember the days when I was doing seeing patients and rounds as an MO, while the staff nurses would mind their own business, having breakfast in the pantry, or having gossip chats at their own leisure. My House Officers would then have to do merely all the labour-work, up to the extent of setting intravenous drips, and serving medications. If I am to expect the nurses, my patients would have been dead, or the work would have been too slowly or incompletely done.

When I was a House Officer, I had to run down 4-5 floors just to review a blood investigation of a dying dengue patient. The ward staff would either be nowhere around, or will say that he is busy (busier than the doctor?) or the answer I got at that time:

"Doktor nak cepat, doktor turun sendirilah, gaji doktor lagi banyak dari saya"

Even when I was a Specialist, the staff nurses had to be called again and again just to make sure the management plan for the patient would be done. I was already used to answers from them:

“I’m busy with something else"

“My shift is already over"

...it was routine for me.

The Medical Assistants were worse. They would hide behind their so-called boss, the Head of Medical Assistant. They feel hiding behind him would make them not under our jurisdiction, that we have no power to instruct them in managing the patient, that they have power to manage own their own. I've seen them giving medications not as we prescribed, performing procedures without our knowledge, as if they are the actual "Doctors". They are in their own world, and we have to do their job, taking blood, labelling samples, and even cleaning gadgets from the procedures that we have done.

Oh, but the ministry loves this group. They even let them run a clinic now, instead of upgrading the clinics already run by doctors. The government feels that the MAs are very important and should never be ill-treated by those big bad doctors. One time when I was a District Hospital Medical Officer, I was conducting a delivery of a baby. An MA insisted that I remove my car which was block-parking his car. I answered through the phone that I was busy.

He came to the labor room and yelled "Semua orang pun sibuk jugak, macamlah doktor seorang yang sibuk!”

It is insulting that an MA or a staff nurse claims that they are BUSY, as busy as a doctor? As a Malaysian Doctor, I have even worked for 72 hours straight. I have experienced working until my 6 month old daughter did not recognize me at the end of the week.

Is that how busy they are? I am very sure that they are so busy, that they can only spend 2 hours at the nearby Mamak stall, or can only leave at 5:10 PM instead of 5, or can only have 1 hour of lunch.

The management staffs are worse. I have to beg and plead so that I can get my on-call claims, of RM25 per 48 hours of work. While sitting in an air-conditioned office, they will at their own leisure, process my call claims so that I will receive them by the next decade.

The state health or Hospital Director would just give another inspirational talk (of bollocks) on team effort and beauty of teamwork.

That is how Malaysian doctors are treated in the government sector: without respect, without dignity and without significance. Why?

It is because we are bound by ethics to try our best to save lives, despite how ill-treated we are. We hardly have time to complaint because we are too busy or tired, and we would rather spend the precious time resting or seeing our loved ones. The burden of trying to save lives is on our shoulders alone. No MAs or Staff nurses would shoulder it with us. They have their own bosses: the Sisters, Matrons, or Head of MAs, which job description is to ensure that the big bad doctors will not ask their underlings to do extra work.

This is how the Malaysian Ministry of Health have treated their doctors. I am very sure that in each and every doctor, there is a slowly-burning patience in serving the Malaysian people, which will eventually fade and cause them to surrender to serving a place that treats them better.

A few colleagues who graduated from UK choose to serve there:

"The pay is more, and we get the respect we deserve"

Another works in Brunei:

“Here the staff nurses respect Malaysian doctors, and they are very co-operative" (He ended up marrying one)

A few are consultants in Singapore (working with me):

"Here we are treated well, we spearhead the management, and every else do their work to the best of their capabilities".

A few even enjoys working in Indonesia:

“The work-load is horrible since there are a lot of patients, but we are well respected by every hospital personnel" (They have migrated there for nearly a decade)

I am sure that people will see doctors as power-hungry individuals who want to be the boss in the hospital. Trust me, after having graduated 6-7 years of medical school, earning a DEGREE, and subsequently MASTERS, and SUBSPECIALITY, you would expect a degree of respect and being considered important. We are trying our best to improve patient's quality of life, or making sure he lives another day. Is it too much to ask from the system that we are important?

I find that Malaysia is the only country that is making doctors' lives miserable and treated like rubbish. It was never about the pay in the first place. It is about the treatment we are getting and the false political-based promises. Do you know that the so-called circular about doctors can have the day off after working 24 hours straight released JULY 2009 is not yet implemented? Do you know that the raise of UD 41 to 44 does not involve every doctor in the government service?

We are waiting for improvement. We have waited a long time when we were working in the system. Somewhere along the line we decided to leave and wait outside the system. Until the system changes, we will continue to work overseas, in countries which are appreciative of us. Trust me, Malaysian-graduate doctors are considered highly skilful and competent in neighbouring countries, and the 15 % brain drain is more significant than you think.

We will return when the system prioritize us and gives us the quality of life we deserve.

If it stays the same, Malaysian Hospitals would end up having Staff nurses and Medical Assistants as "Doctors", and we would have to send patients to Indonesia for an appendicectomy.

Hear our voice. We hardly speak, but will usually fade away from conflict (and fly to another place).

Wednesday, May 05, 2010
Posted by: MS Mohamad, NST Online.

P/S; Sop, if you're reading this, you better be prepared to be malaysia's new slave:)

The Muslim's 25 Rules for Life

Assalamualeikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh
I would like to share with you what I think is good for us Muslims.
Please, read and if possible Insha-Allah practice them. May Allah
makes it easier for us and rewards us Jannat (Firdaus Nuzulah)
insha-Allah.
I received this from my convert friend,Hillary.

Oh Allah Increase Me in Knowledge (A'ameen).


The Muslim's 25 rules for life
1. Start off each day with 'adhkaar al-istiyqaadh' (waking up
Supplication or du'a, thanking Allah for waking up in good shape.

2.Put Allah first in yr life (eg.never leave yr daily solat). for women, it's ok to take wudhu' n perform yr solat first, then continue with yr meeting,etc

3. Broaden your horizons - learn 5 new verses from the Quran every
day, travel to pray far in the mosque to brighten your day,take up a
booklet having supplications and read them.

4. Pray Salaat Al-dhuhaa (after sunrise).

5. If someone says something mean ;to you, just shrug it off and
dismiss it in a friendly, laidback manner, and pray that Allah shall
forgive them.

6. When you get angry, remember Allah, and how short and worthless
life is to waste in being Angry.

7. Remember that you can never have too many friends, but you can
have few quality friends that help you fulfill the purpose of your
creation ( i.e. live for Allah).

8. When you're happy, try to share your happiness with others. Thank
Allah for that, and pray its continuation.

9. When something bad or embarrassing happens to you, just think that
it could always be worse, remember the reward of patience,and thank
Allah that it's not worse than it is.

10. Do something extra of goodness once in a while, like feeding a
poor person, or caressing an orphan's head.

11. Never stop believing that you can win Allah's love and thus work
For it. Then you can win the love of Allah's slaves.

12. Spend some time thinking of Allah's amazing creation.

13. Always love those who love Allah unconditionally. This way you
will ensure that you live for Him, love for Him, and hate for
Him(those who are enemies of Him)

14. Find the righteous ways to express yourself, and if you think that
what you are about to say shall cause no benefit, maintain silence
(this is tough!!).

15. Every now and then, give yourself a break. Play sports, give time
to your family, friends, but always remember Allah and watch that He
is watching you.

16. Pray for blessing to come to those being lost, and pray to Allah
to guide them to the right path.

17. Hug your parents, kiss their hands and heads and always obey but
stop at Allah's orders.

18. Smile to everyone, for your smile makes a big difference to him or
her and you are rewarded.

19. Forgive, forget and smile.

20. Tears are not for women only... tears are for all human beings
with feelings remaining in them. Don't restrain your tears when
remembering Allah.

21. When people criticize your actions and effort, revise your actions
and see if they please Allah or no. If they do; then ignore and
remember how the Prophet (SAW) and the Sahaba were criticized, made
fun of and even physically harmed, so have patience.

22. Read the Quran daily and try to have a schedule for completing it
as much as you could. As you open the Quran daily, read with observing
not just passing your eyes through the words.

23. Don't let popularity go to your head, for it never lasts and you
may lose from it more than gain.

24. Never look down on anybody, for, to Allah, they may be better than you.

25. Send this to all brothers with the intention of having a healthy
society living for Allah and pray to Allah for the reward.

Monday, April 19, 2010

Tondemonai no hanashi.

Facebook re-activated. Enough said.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

facebook deactivated

and so i hope things will get better :) ameen.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

2 minutes poetry!

Dalam perjalanan ini
Kau mungkin akan ditentang hebat
Oleh kerdilnya akal mindamu

Dalam perjalanan ini
Kau mungkin bakal berputus asa
Dek ceteknya semangat juangmu

Kau harus tahu,
Perjalanan ini bukan lama
Tapi jangkamasa kerdil ini
menyimpan titik besar makna
hidupmu yang kekal
di sana nanti

Dengan itu
Dalam perjalanan ini
Mohon padaNya sentiasa
Agar ditabahkan hati
Dengan izinNya
Kerna itu lebih berkat
Berkat dari segala-galanya.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

shopping di syurga (:

"Ustaz, boleh tak kalau di syurga nanti, saya tak nak suami saya ada bidadari?" Soalan ini pernah dikemukakan oleh seorang wanita (entah datin mana tah), sewaktu sesi soal jawab dalam satu kuliah (kalau aku tak silap, oleh Ustaz Dato Abu Hassan Din Al-Hafiz), pada sekitar awal 90-an. Jawapannya nanti dulu. Aku nak bincang hal yang lebih penting. Haha... Datin tersebut wajar diberi ucapan syabas kerana berani menyuarakan apa yang terbuku di kalbu ramai wanita.

Tapi pasti kebanyakannya tak tergamak nak luahkan perasaan tu. Mmm..nampaknya sampai begitu sekali kaum wanita ni meluat dengan bidadari syurga. Aku guna perkataan 'meluat' sebab aku rasa inilah istilah yang paling sopan. Mungkin ada yang sampai rasa benci bila mendengar perkataan 'bidadari', aku tak nafikan. Apa puncanya sampai jadi macam tu? Penjelasan yang paling mudah, sebab cemburu. Penjelasan yang lebih mendalam; sebab wanita sebegitu menyangka bahawa suaminya adalah MILIK mutlak si isteri. Sebagaimana miliknya terhadap kereta Mercedesnya dan rumah banglonya. Tak mahu KONGSI dengan orang lain.

Aku pernah menghadiri majlis ilmu yang dianjurkan satu jemaah tabligh..ustaz yang sedang memberi amanat kepada bakal-bakal da`ie itu ada menyebut, "Jangan sekali-kali ceritakan mengenai bidadari apabila anda sedang membicarakan tentang nikmat syurga di khalayak yang ada wanita menghadirinya. Dikhuatiri jika anda tidak bersedia dengan ilmu yang cukup, majlis ilmu itu akan hanya menimbulkan rasa benci di kalangan wanita yang masih lemah imannya.." Fuhh~! Sampai begitu sekali rupanya. Dahsyat.. Aku tak sangka sampai begitu sekali, hingga 'pantang' disebut tentang bidadari di depan wanita.

Tapi..Dalam Al-Qur'an kan bidadari disebut tanpa berselindung? Ohoho...mungkin tak apa la sebab kebanyakan wanita di luar sana tak faham pun bila mendengar atau membaca Qur'an. Habis, nak biarkan macam tu je? Biarkan je wanita 'bermusuh' dengan bidadari? Tak ada cara nak 'mendamaikan' dua golongan ni ke? Biar aku beritahu apakah jawapan ustaz yang awal tadi. "Di syurga nanti, selagi puan tak berenggang dengan suami puan, suami puan seakan-akan tak nampak pun bidadari. Tak perlu lah puan risau sangat. Yang penting sekarang, usahakan agar puan bersama suami dapat menjadi ahli syurga. Kalau isteri terpaksa masuk neraka buat sementara, dan suami yang masuk syurga dulu, saya tak jamin la bidadari tak ganggu dia.." Padat dan bersahaja jawapan yang diberikan ustaz, disambut gelak ketawa hadirin.

Si datin tunduk sambil tersenyum kelat. Hmm..kenapa suami tak nampak bidadari bila isterinya ada? Sebab wanita ahli syurga kelak akan dijadikan oleh Allah sebagai ketua bidadari. Hebatnya kecantikan ketua bidadari ni, adalah ibarat cahaya bulan mengambang penuh di musim panas. Para bidadari yang lain pula ibarat bintang-bintang yang bertaburan di sekelilingnya. Hanya menyerlah tika bulan menyepi. Maka apabila Ketua Bidadari itu hadir, si suami seolah-olah terpukau, dan bidadari yang lain seakan tak kelihatan, ataupun nampak kecil saja. Macam gadis jelita dikelilingi budak-budak tadika. Tentu saja fokus si suami takkan beralih dari melihat isterinya. Hebat kan ?

Tapi macam mana kalau tiada bidadari langsung? Kan lagi bagus kalau tiada saingan? Tidak juga. Andai tiada bidadari, maka cantiknya Ketua Bidadari umpama bulan penuh di langit yang kosong. Kejelitaannya jadi kurang menyerlah kerana dia cantik sorang-sorang, tak ada siapa yang kurang dari dia, jadi pada siapa dia nak dibandingkan? Pada jiran di mahligai bersebelahan yang jaraknya sejauh mata memandang? Wahai wanita penghuni syurga; anda sama cantik saja dengan Ketua Bidadari yang lain. Tak berapa seronoklah. Anda hanya paling cantik di mata suami anda. Begitu juga Ketua Bidadari yang menjadi jiran anda, tercantik di mata suaminya.

Satu perkara lagi, para bidadari syurga adalah penghuni asal yang telah Allah tempatkan di situ. Mereka penduduk asal syurga. Tak bolehlah nak halau mereka pula. Nanti mereka mengadu pada Allah. Mereka tidak pernah berbuat dosa, taraf mereka seakan malaikat yang sentiasa makbul doanya. Cuma mereka ini Allah kurniakan nafsu sebagaimana manusia. Tetapi nafsu mereka bersih (tidak takabbur terhadap Allah) dan tidak terhijab. Dalil tentang mereka mempunyai nafsu, dalam surah Al-Waqi`ah ada ayat yang berbunyi `uruban atraaba, yang apabila diterjemahkan bermaksud: "sentiasa merindui (suami mereka yang berada di dunia) dan muda belia usia mereka". Di dalam bahasa Arab, kalimah `uruban' juga bermaksud berahi berpanjangan. Dalam istilah yang agak kurang sopan (minta maaf), mereka ini sentiasa merindui jimak.

Saya mohon maaf sekali lagi, tapi wanita dengan sifat sebeginilah yang diidamkan oleh hampir semua lelaki. (ah..aku rasa bukan HAMPIR semua, tapi memang SEMUA lelaki normal macam tu). Tentang pengertian kalimah atraaba pula, nantilah bila ada masa yang sesuai aku huraikan dalam artikel yang khusus tentang bidadari..for guys only. ;-j Baiklah. Anda dah nampak, cara untuk mengelakkan suami anda dari melayani bidadari, ialah dengan sentiasa ada di sisi suami. Senang saja bukan? Barulah bidadari lain tak 'kacau daun'. Betul? Tapi adakah anda pasti?

Kita rujuk sebuah hadith yang menceritakan tentang keadaan penghuni syurga; Para Sahabat bertanya, adakah penghuni syurga melakukan jimak, dan bagaimanakah keadaan mereka? Dijawab oleh Rasulullah, "Benar. Oh, sungguh hebat sekali. Tenaga dan kenikmatan mereka Allah gandakan kepada seratus, dan mereka sekali pun tidak akan merasa letih." ~au kama qaal Hmm. Maknanya, kalau Ketua Bidadari tak mahu berenggang dengan suami, maka alamatnya tak keluar dari bilik la. Layanlah sampai dia puas. "Tak kisah, janji dia tak layan bidadari.." mungkin itu jawapan seorang wanita. Saya beritahu lagi; Ahli syurga juga tidak tidur, kerana terdapat hadith yang menyatakan bahawa "tidur itu saudara mati, maka ahli syurga tidak memerlukan kepada tidur, tidak mengantuk, dan tidak letih, lapar, atau dahaga..". (au kama qaal) Jenuh la kali ni tak turun-turun dari katil.

Sanggupkah anda? Berapa minggu anda sanggup? Berapa tahun? Berapa dekad? Berapa kurun? Jika di hati anda terdetik rasa bosan, para bidadari di luar bilik akan mengetuk pintu sambil bertanya bilakah gilirannya akan sampai. "Ketua! Biar kami pula ambil alih!" ..mungkin itu yang mereka kata. "Biarlah diorang menunggu kat luar..aku takkan tinggalkan suami aku!" Mungkin ada wanita yang berfikir begini. Izinkan saya bertanya lagi; "Tak nak pergi shopping ke?" ; ) "Eh, shopping? Shopping apa? Kat mana?" Mafhum daripada beberapa hadith yang mutawatir, Pada setiap Jumaat Allah adakan suatu 'pasar' di syurga. Di pasar inilah, ahli syurga diberi nikmat terbesar antara segala nikmat di syurga, iaitu diizinkan melihat kepadaNya. Tiada satu pun ciptaanNya yang mengatasi keindahan Sang Pencipta, Rabbul Jalil yang bersifat Al-Jamiil. Dan di 'pasar' syurga inilah Allah sediakan segala pakaian, makanan, dan perhiasan (barang kemas dan aksesori) yang berbagai-bagai rupa, beraneka warna dan bentuk.

Ahli syurga cuma perlu melihat kepada contoh 'produk' yang dipamerkan, niatkan "Aku mahu yang ini!"; maka dengan serta-merta benda itu sudah dipakai di tubuhnya. Boleh juga meminta seperti itu apabila terlihat ada ahli syurga yang lain, memakai sesuatu yang menarik perhatiannya. Kenapa perlu ada pasar? Kan boleh minta saja dari dalam bilik? Perlunya ada pasar ini kerana ahli syurga ketika itu dah tak tahu apa lagi yang mahu diminta, kerana terlalu lama dan banyaknya nikmat yang diperolehi mereka. Ibarat anda dah dapat semua file/software yang anda ingini, sampai anda tak tahu nak download software/file apa lagi di internet. Dah tak tahu nak 'search' apa, sampai termenung di depan superkomputer yang terhebat dan terlaju di dunia, milik anda.

Lebih kurang macam tu la ibaratnya. Maka di 'pasar' syurga inilah terdapat pakaian dan barang kemas serta aksesori wanita (dan lelaki) dalam 'rekabentuk terbaru'...' latest design' kata sesetengah orang. Sebab itu ahli syurga tidak akan merasa jemu. Dan apa yang paling hebat, semua yang ada di pasar ini adalah PERCUMA! Ibarat 'Ivana Trump' pergi shopping di HyperMall milik ayahnya yang asyik pecat orang ("you're fired!"). Tapi di syurga pastinya berjuta-juta- juta kali lebih mewah. Dan anda kekal muda selama-lamanya, tak macam minah saleh tu.. Di pasar syurga tu, semua benda yang menyenangkan hati anda boleh didapati.. Niat saja nak pakaian baru, anda akan tiba di Department Pakaian Wanita. "Handbag LV (Louis Vuitton) ada ke?" ..cheh. Ada sorang minah yang baca artikel ni boleh terfikir nak tanya camni..

Begini sajalah.. Biar saya bacakan mafhum sebuah hadith lagi. "Jannah itu ialah satu kawasan yang tersangat luas. Terdapat lembah, sungai, pohon, dan bukit. Tanah di tengah-tengahnya yang paling tinggi, dan Al-Firdaus berada di tempat yang paling tengah dan paling tinggi". belum habis lagi..ada sambungan hadith ni; "Keseluruhan syurga itu terdapat seratus tingkat. Pada tingkat yang terendah dan pertama, kesemua sudu senduknya, gelas pinggannya, kerusi mejanya diperbuat daripada perak. Tingkat yang kedua, semua sudu senduknya, gelas pinggannya, kerusi mejanya daripada emas; pada tingkat yang ketiga, sudu senduknya, gelas pinggannya, kerusi mejanya daripada yaqut, lu'lu' dan zabarjad (batu-batu permata yang mahal), dan pada sembilan puluh tujuh tingkat lagi hanya Allah yang mengetahuinya. Jarak antara satu tingkat dengan tingkat yang lain adalah sejauh jarak langit dan bumi."

Rasulullah hanya sempat meninjau tiga tingkat yang pertama sahaja sewaktu isra' dan mi`raj. Syurga tingkat pertama yang terendah adalah untuk ahlul fitrah, manusia yang tidak pernah beriman tetapi seruan tauhid tidak pernah sampai kepada mereka ketika hidup di dunia dahulu. Mereka diizinkan masuk ke syurga setelah selesai menjalani qisas di mahsyar, jika mereka ada menzalimi sesama mereka. Inilah tanda betapa Maha Pemurahnya Allah Yang Maha Adil, tidak menzalimi seorangpun hambaNya. Tingkat pertama ini juga adalah untuk para muallaf yang hanya sempat mengucapkan syahadah tanpa satu pun amalan baik, dan tiada satu pun kalimah Allah yang sempat dipelajarinya.

Maka sekiranya kita umat Islam ini berjaya ke syurga, tempat kita adalah bermula dari tingkat yang kedua, atau lebih tinggi lagi. Tingkat kedua, barang-barang perkakas dapur serta perabutnya diperbuat daripada emas. Saya tanya; Di dunia sekarang (di bumi) ini, adakah pakaian dan barang kemas kita diperbuat daripada bahan yang serupa dengan bahan membuat perabut dan peralatan dapur? Anda tahu jawapannya ialah tidak. Bahan untuk pakaian dan perhiasan kita lazimnya mestilah lebih mahal daripada bahan membuat perabut dan perkakas dapur. Ertinya, bila sudu dan meja pun diperbuat daripada emas, agaknya apakah bahan yang jadi pakaian dan barang kemas ahli syurga? Sudah tentu lebih mahal daripada emas! Ya. Bahan dan unsur yang lebih mahal itulah yang dibuat pakaian ahli syurga..termasuk juga kasut tumit tinggi dan handbag (jika anda mahu, pasti ada!), termasuk juga barang kemas yang ada di Pasar Syurga tu.

Ketika itu jika anda ternampak handbag LV dari alam dunia, mungkin anda akan terasa jijik nak menyentuhnya macam tengok tahi ayam. Mana ada kelas! Emas pun setakat jadi jug air je..Gelas minuman pun dibuat daripada berlian (kalau anda menghuni syurga tingkat atas sikit). Hm..Di pasar yang bagaikan real-life catalogue ini, semuanya lebih mahal dari perkakas dan pinggan mangkuk anda. Terlalu banyak pilihan. Shopping la sebanyak mana yang anda mahu. Tak perlu trolley. Kalau anda nak suruh bidadari bawakan barang yang anda shopping itu pun, mereka pasti gembira dapat membantu. Janganlah lupa pula..para bidadari itu juga khadam anda yang sangat suka berkhidmat. Anda kan ketua mereka? Ingat ni, kesemuanya anda tak perlu bayar! Bayarannya telah dilangsaikan dengan keringat, darah dan air mata anda ketika di dunia dahulu.

Tapi kalau nak dapatkan 'design' terbaru tu, kenalah keluar dari rumah (istana) dan tengok sendiri di pasar Jumaat.. Di pasar ini juga ahli syurga akan bersosial, bertemu rakan lama dan saudara mara. Berapa luas pasar tu? Jika anda terbang menaiki buraq selama sehari pun belum habis melihat keseluruhan bahagian 'pasar' itu. (kalau naik kenderaan yang lebih laju, anda tak nampak apa-apa sebab laju sangat, mengatasi kelajuan cahaya). Dan sudah tentu suami anda pun nak pergi ke Pasar Jumaat itu juga untuk melihat Allah Rabbul Jalil. Ajaklah suami shopping sekali! Setiap minggu, akan ada design terbaru yang boleh anda dapati.

Setiap minggu juga anda boleh datang shopping di pasar ini. Sampai tahun depan, kurun hadapan, alaf hadapan...sampai bila-bila.Tiada had usia di syurga... Soalan terakhir saya: Yang mana lebih menyeronokkan bagi anda; shopping dengan suami, atau pergi shopping bersama bekas teman-teman rapat, rakan sekolej (atau rakan serumah) anda dahulu? ;-) ..dan mungkin pada kurun hadapan, suami anda nak pergi memancing di sungai syurga bersama bekas rakan sekampungnya. ..atau mungkin dia cuma nak 'berehat di rumah' saja.. ;-j --- Dah la..tak payah risau. Perasaan cemburu tu kerana disebabkan kejahilan tentang fitrah lelaki dan tak faham kehendak suami. Ahli syurga tidak ego dan cemburu buta. Di syurga tiada hasad dengki dan tiada sifat takabbur. Qaalu salaaman-salaama~

footnote:ini adalah satu spam email yg sy rsa agak interesting.who's d real author,wallahualam (:

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Life as usual.

Nobody wants to admit to this, but bad things will keep on happening. Maybe bcause thats all a chain, and a long time ago someone did the 1st bad thing, and that led some1 else to do another bad thing, and so on. Like that game where you whisper a sentence into some1's ear and that person whispers it to another and it all comes out wrong in the end.

But then again,maybe bad things happen bcause its the only way we can keep remembering what good is supposed to look like.